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name

sol/soleil
age

24
pronouns

it/she/ask/any+

hey, nice to meet you, i'm sol! i guess to start, here's some basics about me!

i am an artist and animator, i mostly work digitally and 2d, but i also make 3d models or work traditionally from time to time! i've been drawing since i was old enough to pick up a utensil, and animating since i was 14! i picked up 3d modeling more recently, since 2021!

i'm an avid friend lover, an optimist, loyal, and aim to be dependable!

and, of course, i love my wife. VERY much in fact!! (hi laika :3)

☆ MORE ABOUT ME...

tell us about yourself!

i'm a diagnosed psychotic, multiply disabled polyfragmented DID system! i've also got a case of ADHDtism. this is only included here because it's pretty crucial to understand when interacting with me, since it makes up a lot of who i am and how i interact with the world. this is not the full extent of my health information, but frankly that is none of your business!

i am nonhuman! this means a lot of things to me. being a system it varies from alter to alter, but as a whole i am an angel, just as much as i am an animal. this may seem weird or strange to you, but i'm serious about it, whether you believe me or not! my animal-ness is a spiritual and psychological thing, being a past life and reincarnative sorta deal, as well as behavioral and how my brain functions. but my angelhood is something that encapsulates my very being, permanently and constantly. there's more detail to my identity as an angel, but that's my own personal business.

additionally, i'm intersex, transmisogyny exempt, and white.
i associate myself with the PLUR community and i'm a so-called 'furry'!

☆ MY PERSONALITY

well, what else?

i consider myself a very talkative and friendly person. i'm an extrovert at heart, even if my autism makes it pretty hard for me sometimes. i love meeting new people! i love sharing parts of myself with people and sharing interests and passions, offering support and advice, and it makes me happy to make other people happy!

i'm also incredibly honest. this involves being direct and confrontational when necessary too. if you upset me somehow, i'll tell you! and please, never take my confrontation and honesty as me being argumentive or hostile. i only ever approach you because i want to resolve things civilly! in return, i ask you to do the same and approach me if i upset you in some way too.

☆ TRIVIA
  • my system and 'brand' name is solipses. this name has symbolism and a lot of personal meaning to me, and actually has nothing to do with the word 'solipsism'!
  • solipses is pronounced like so-lip-sees!
  • i may type or act a little strangely. it's just a part of who i am!
  • i aim to be a childrens therapist, specializing in OSDDID and trauma treatment!
  • that being said, i'm very passionate about mental health, and consider myself an advocate for mental health awareness!
  • i have two cats! a bigger white male cat named bones, and a kitten-sized white female cat named pepsi! they're both emotional support animals for me
  • i'm a buddhist and hellenistic pagan, and am very spiritual! i primarily work with apollo and artemis
  • i'm a spiritual and psychological therian! my theriotype is a white ferret with cream markings
  • i left the country and went on a plane for the first time alone on november 27th 2023, to visit my wife for the first time irl in england! i left december 6th the same year. this was also my first time meeting a long distance partner irl!
  • i was on testosterone starting from july 15th, 2021 - and stopped august 8th, 2024!
  • i legally changed my name on july 26th, 2023!
  • i legally changed my gender marker on september 12th, 2023!
☆ EXTRA
☆ INTERESTS

some things i like are...

(hint: if text is purple, hover for more details!)

special interests

mental health and OSDDID research, mmorpgs, the Hit Proclaimed final fantasy 14, marble hornets, resident evil, silent hill
hobby and activity

drawing, animating, 3d modeling, kandi making, coding, crafting, weight lifting/bodybuilding, stationery, tarot and magick
theme

rave, scene, PLUR, cottagecore, sun and moon motifs, old web, kidcore, sunset colors, sanrio + cutesy stuff, celestial bodies
general

hermitcraft and life series, yogscast, drop out/fresh meat by gray folie, horror, ecology, biology, forensic science, mustelids
game

minecraft, final fantasy, mmorpgs, resident evil, silent hill, the mother series, the last of us, kingdom hearts, pikmin, undertale/deltarune
show

murder drones, my little pony (g4), bluey, breaking bad, better call saul, marble hornets, moomin
movie

alien (franchise), silence of the lambs, resident evil movies, saw (franchise)
music

everything everything, vocaloid, the crane wives, two door cinema club, autoheart, vylet pony, her's
characters

jill valentine, miku, teto, leon kennedy, pearlescentmoon, gir

and more!

i'm really bad at remembering what i like, i'll update this later...

☆ QUIZZES

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☆ FUN STUFF

I am angelic ♥


AERITH protects SUNSHINE

rainbow 🌈 soft orange soft yellow

aromatic // sunflowers, vanilla, and honeydew

favorite jirachi


My TCG partner // XY PROMOS - Jirachi, COSMIC ECLIPSE - N's Resolve, 25TH EDITION PROMO - Reshiram

☆ IDENTITY INFO

my complex identity!

i'm genderfluid! i consider myself everything, nothing, and everything in between, both all at once but also separately, fluidly!

make sense? no? that's the point!

to add to the confusion, as a whole i identify as a lesbian. i consider this a "collective identity" if you will. regardless of anything, at the end of the day i'm a lesbian nonbinary-girl-thing! but, i also consider myself a gay man, but separately from being a lesbian, like it's its own standalone identity- and not in a bisexual or bigender way, either! i am not native and am not two-spirited, but i have had two-spirited native friends relate with their own experiences. it's not the same, but hopefully that makes more sense!

my identity is really only something that can ever be understood by me. i don't really think about it, it's just an in-the-moment thing, but like i said, at the end of the day i'm always a lesbian girl-thing! all of those other little details only really matter to me and my wife, as labels will never be enough to describe that part of me.

in terms of being a lesbian though, i associate with being a femme lesbian, even though i'm technically futch i guess?

my identity is pretty complex- that may honestly be an understatement! but hopefully this gives you a better view into who- or more accurately what- i am! and if not, maybe the rest of this site will!